Drug Life

Lying in bed, nothing to do
no hope left, wishing i had you.
take out a bag of mary jane
something for me to relieve my pain.
all the sleepless nights, are finally done;
but in the long run, i never won.

Snort a line, think it's okay
feeling good, but i've seen better days.
heart beating fast, i..i'm stuttering my words;
the next day i don't recall the things that i heard.

Why do i do this they ask, yet i don't reply
face to face, i look them in the eye.
i state my words ' i just wana fly'
but the lord won't take me up, even when i die.

I stare in the mirror, using the Devil's name in vain;
my brains blank now, i'm going insane.
i never thought i'd feel so much pain
my high is gone, i'm falling like soft..cold rain.

I'm a witness of drugs, and other stuff... but i'm just trying to prove a point. Sure you may think it's okay and nothings bad, it's just a high but in a few years, you'll be having problems, out of all seriousness. don't do it.

I meant what i said you should get published and yes you are good enough just have a bit of faith in yourself =) i believe you will go far x